Fighting for SPM examination

hmm, i will not update my blog along one month.
forgive me, cause i'm having my SPM examination :'(
i don't have any confident to get A's
but i will try my best~


i made a video for my beloved, lai mun chun ♥
hope he will like it.. ^^

i just wish you stay happy, my dear

he was moody since last night until now
i dont know what to do
even why he no mood i also dont know
he treat me so cool, and i tried to coax him but too bad i failed ;(
what i can do is just stay at here and keep holding my phone to wait his message
hmm.. what a failure girlfriend am i..
mr lai mun chun , i wish you stay happy always and share your happiness or sadness with me..


i would like to introduce a song t here ^^

Officially Missing You

this was a nice song and my muii, hazel asked me to listen it when we was webcam-ing

thanks to her, because she's always support me and be with me..

HLYP. i love you ya x)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtXr0pIRSg4&NR=1

mami, forgive me please..i am not ready for my SPM

i went One Utama with my family and cousins today
my eldest cousin has his wedding dinner when christmas, so i will going back to ipoh after my spm ^^
everyone was preparing their spm and burn the midnight oil
but i am not
i seems still enjoying my life and i am lazy to study
i am afraid but i have no mood to study at all
i dont know why TT


my youngest was cute, i love him! (:
i brought him to the fish shop and he yelled loudly when he saw those fishes, HAHA
he was a naughty boy but sometimes he brought happiness to us
his mother was not here anymore, thats why everyone love him much
here is his photo, he liked to take photo and he has many different post > < 
AWW~ i am speechless when he did it

OMG, today was a valentine day !

too bad i have no chance to celebrate with lai mun chun :(
hmm, i know he was unhappy. but i am glad that he dint ever blame me.. theehee..~


maybe distance was a problem to a pair of couple..
but if your love without trust, i think it will be very suffer right?

try to trust the one you love, and just stay happy with him/her

yes, i did it.

yea, maybe he will lie me or what..but what can i do?
i worried i will lost him and also worried he will lie me
if he love me, he wont do anything to hurt me. so why dont i try to trust him?
start from the day i decided to be with him, i am already to face any problems no matter what.
what i need is just a simple love and he treat me well (:

i appreciate him, appreciate my love, appreciate what the god has gave me

in the end, i think i have to study very very hard start from now..
i will try my best to my DEARIE SPM ! > <  haha~

An unhappy day :(

i went somewhere with mummy just now
and mummy thought wanna buy shoes for me
the seller dont want to serve us but serve another RICH AUNTIE
eh uncle, excuse me, is it rich people more important to you? if she is rich she will go parkson's shoes shop buy shoes and wont go you there okay? use your brain please ==
poor people has no money to buy things with you so you think you dont need to serve your customers?
OMG i really unhappy in that moment, that auntie took the shoes i liked to wear somemore! ><


hmm, i viewed his profile just now..
and a pretty girl posted on his wall and seems sweet.
i am jealous, but what can i do?
i dont want people think i am a stingy girlfriend..
i want be the best in his heart ;(
but dont know why i will jealous, dont know why i will not happy..
cause of something, we can't public our relationship..
i scare, people come to tempt him and he will leave me..
i dont wish he leave me anymore..i wish to let whole world know he is mine and no one can snatch him away from me.. TT


i not dare to tell him all bout these..
i dont want he unhappy cause of me..
i dont want he feel vexed anymore..
what should i do? i really dont know..
i hope we wont separate anymore..

dear, i will try my best to be your good girlfriend..

i dont want argue with you anymore..

so dont make me cry ya..

i love you, lai mun chun.

Romance is the language of love ♥

yesterday i played video call with my beloved, lai mun chun
Awww~ damn sweet ! ♥
and we had together 154 days..
yesterday was our anniversary too ^^
i will update our photo yea~      


hmm, i realized my blog was full of my love stories.. HAHA.
but its okay, i liked it x)

i tease him yesterday.. cause he was not happy..
i changed my facebook's profile picture to his picture..
and he was happy back ! xD
our communication was weird and seems scolding to each other..
that's why his friend thought we quarrel.. hahas !


nowadays, he was changed..
when he knew i'm angrying, he will call me immediately.
when he knew i'm sad, he will coax me until i smile.
he changed, cause of me.. even we have to face some problem now..

OH MY GOD ! i'm really blessed !

dear, i love you..

remember, i will stay with you and support you till the end of my live..

don't leave me anymore, okay?

 MUACKSS..!

 

иоτhιиq's qσииa chaиqε my ιονе ғοя yσu~ ♫

yesterday i was sad cause of something..
when he know i was sad, he called me.
first time he treat me like this and he was so care me..
in that moment, i cried..
i was touch that he did many to prove it (:

lai mun chun, you made me love you entirely..!

don't leave me anymore please.. you know how much i need you..

and i want to say is : when you fierce on me that time, i felt wanna laugh out! hehee..

OMG, i am blessed  ♥ ♥ 

i met my kindergarten's teacherat market in this morning~!!
haha, she still remember me and she gave me a big hug

Miss Leong, i wont forget you..forever~

although you cant see what i wrote at here.. hmm.

i still remember my kindergarten's life.. and she was loved and care me


hmm, i would like to say sorry to someone..
i hurt him, sorry..
i hope you will understand and we're best friend forever (:

i love him, entirely ♥

this is the image he made for me when he was having his test at college..♥
he promised he will design a pink colour cartoon ultraman for me, so i'm still waiting.. whee~
lai mun chun, you better do it to me as fast as possible huh =P

secondly, i would like to congrats to my dearest kaii muii, HAZEL LAU
she was in a relationship with her boii and i was jealous !
haha, for sure i was glad when i heard her good news~

 i was happy, because he told me that he loved me very very much yesterday~♥
oh yeah, yesterday i was bad mood because someone had hurt me.
i apologize that i treat you cool and i had scold one of my friend  =( 

i am so sorry..

hmm, i don't know what to say anymore..
in the end, i wish i can go out and dating with him this weekend although my spm is coming (:
 

you're are important to me, do you know?

I have already chosen you, LAI MUN CHUN. 

you told me how to give up you? uhm?

Love is a responsibility.

Listen

Read phonetically

now i only know, the meaning of responsibility is : forever

 

i started my part time job yesterday, it was quite enjoy and funny

although i was very tired and can't touch my phone at all for two hours..

i liked the children who named Raymond at there, he was 6 years old

he was cute and talkative, haha! ;D

besides that, i met my teacher! i love her much, aww~

i wont forgot our memories when we tuition and played together, the most happy memories in my life when stay together with them..

i no need to act anything in front of them.. i love them!

 

i am hurt. i know i have no qualification to be with her, i knew it

but, she was important to me.. no one know this..

i need her, but when i knew she was happy with her, i smiled

cause the thing i wished already achieved..

i know i'm not the one important to her anymore.. it's okay for me uhm..

i wont forget you, and i will set you free to let you go..

it's enough for me although just a short days..

i know i should not be selfish.. 

first time, i cried because of you.. it's really hurt when i knew all the things..

I AM SO SORRY

i wont disturb your life anymore, i promised.. although, i'm not willing to let you go :(

i will keep you inside my heart, forever

and i wont let anyone to know anymore

sorry..